Thank you to all of you who have followed my blog this year! I had a blast writing my memories here and I plan to continue blogging with a new blog in the near future.
Congratulations to our new titleholders: Erin Connor--Miss VT OT 2010, and Caroline Bright Miss VT 2010...I look forward to following your journeys!
All of the 2010 contestants were so beautiful and wonderful to be around...I look forward to hearing about all of their future endeavors as well!
A special shout out goes to Courtney Billings--our 2009 CMN Champion Child who competed at the Miss Vermont Outstanding Teen Pageant this year. A year ago she was crowned on-stage as the CMN Champion Child and this year she was honored with the spirit award at the 2010 pageant. One of the best parts of my year as Miss Vermont was getting to know Courtney. I am so inspired by this young woman who has never let her illness of cystic fibrosis get in her way. She has done incredible things in her lifetime and I am SO proud to call her my friend! She is a true inspiration--and combines the CMN and Miss America Organizations together beautifully.
I'd like to share with you all my farewell video. It played at the 2010 pageant and I gave my final walk at the end of the video while being escorted by my father. A truly special moment. Thank you Harry Benoit for putting so much time into making this beautiful video. I will treasure it forever.
(well apparently I cannot upload it here, but please check it out on youtube)--the title is: Miss Vermont 2009 Laura Hall--Farewell
Thank you all for following my journey!
Always,
~Laura Hall
Miss Vermont 2009
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
A letter to the 2010 Contestants
I cannot stop thinking about all of the ladies who are competing for the title of Miss Vermont this weekend. I remember this time a year ago-- the chaos that comes along with packing, the final preparations, and the strong desire to consume massive amounts of chocolate while making sure every piece of wardrobe fits perfectly. There were tons of little things to worry about and to possibly over-think--and for any contestant who may be reading this, I am sending positive energy your way!
The anxious/excited/nervous/determined/curious/prepared etc. feelings that you may be feeling right now are completely normal...and to be honest, I have these same feelings right now too!
I am anxious to know the results. I am anxious to get this fun weekend started--because something that I love about the Miss America Organization is the incredible women who participate in this program. I've made so many friendships by participating in Miss Vermont and then becoming Miss Vermont, and I know I will leave this weekend with more friendships as well. I had the opportunity to meet you all at orientation, and I know we're going to have fun. It's because of all of you that I am excited! It's incredible to watch a dream unfold.
But at the same time, I am nervous. I'm nervous because for the past year I have lived and breathed the title of Miss Vermont. It's something that I've treasured and it's a title that I worked hard to fulfill with grace and gratitude every day. I will truly miss being your Miss Vermont--I feel nervous because I'm not sure what the next chapter of my life will bring, but I suppose that's what makes life exciting.
I am determined to keep fulfilling the goals that I've set this year and to continue living out the role of Miss Vermont. Being Miss Vermont has been an incredible gift, because along with all of the skills I've developed, I've been able to see first-hand the power that one person can have on making a positive difference. I was talking to a friend earlier today about how I will miss being Miss Vermont because of the reactions I get from children. I was telling my friend that when I have a crown on, the smile on a child's face is so precious...and when I talk to that child, I feel like they really listen and they understand the message I am trying to send their way. Because my platform is Youth Empowerment, I feel like I've been able to inspire many of our children to realize their potential for greatness. With the crown and title of Miss Vermont, I feel like I've been able to show children that they are valuable assets for our communities; I hope I've been able to show them that they are so special and so important. Miss Vermont is a role model, and I will miss that responsibility.
My friend responded to this story in a wonderful way--he helped me see this transition I'm about to face in a whole new light. He said: "Laura, kids notice your smile before they see the crown."
I may not be able to wear to crown much longer, but I will always be able to share a smile...and a smile is certainly a powerful thing. I am determined to continue inspiring positive change and making a difference. If I've left any legacy after this year...I hope people will remember me for my positive spirit, my genuine smile, and for being an approachable and warm Miss Vermont. If any of those qualities were recognized by someone, I know I have succeeded.
I am curious to see what this year will bring for the new Miss Vermont and all of the ladies who continue to work with our organization. The first thing I was told after I became Miss Vermont was that "this year is what you make of it"--every Miss Vermont has a unique experience. We will be introducing local titles for our contestants this July...I am curious and excited to see what all of our wonderful participants do within the next year! There is much opportunity for greatness.
I am prepared. Thankfully my Miss America wardrobe still fits (although I sure have gone back to eating my chocolate and cheeseburgers!). I have practiced my talent and spent many hours working on the opening number. I have been working on saying all of my final thank yous. I have been having a wonderful final week. I feel prepared and ready to crown the next Miss Vermont, because I know I've exhausted myself by living out this role to the best of my ability. I gave it my all and loved every minute of it. I have no regrets because I know everything happens for a reason. I am thankful that I've been able to stay in school while being Miss Vermont and I appreciate our organization for understanding the importance of both roles; Miss VT and College Senior. The things I'll miss most as Miss Vermont are things that I can continue to do...I can continue being a role model, I can continue being an advocate for the Children's Miracle Network and for youth empowerment. I can continue working with the Miss Vermont Organization...and I am excited to add a new role to my list; mentor for Miss VT 2010.
This post is already longer than I intended, but I have a little bit of last minute advance. I'll start my mentor role in advance:
Ladies, you have all worked hard and prepared for this moment. When you arrive at the Sheraton tomorrow, just live in the moment. Enjoy getting to know each other. Have fun at the appearances we're doing this weekend. Don't worry about the competition itself...you are ready. You've already thought about it enough. Instead, you have a great opportunity to step in the shoes of Miss Vermont this weekend before one of you is crowned Miss Vermont.
Something that I've learned is that the competition is one weekend. That's it. It is one night. The title of Miss Vermont is for a year. Focus on the job of Miss Vermont. Don't worry about your swimsuit walk, your talent...don't worry about on-stage question--I promise you'll be able to answer your question! Just live in the moment and enjoy--it's too quick of a weekend to not enjoy the experience. Not everyone has the courage or the confidence that you possess--be proud of your accomplishments, be proud of who you are. This weekend, let your inner beauty shine. Show the judges, the contestants, the volunteers, the audience- the person that you are. You are already a leader, a role model. Love yourself. Stay positive. Believe in yourself.
You need to know that this is an individual competition. There is no use worrying about any of the other contestants because you have no control over their performance. You have no control over what the judges are looking for. You only have control of yourself; your attitude, your presence, your gratitude, your positivity, your mindset. Stay focused on why you want this job and why you will make an incredible Miss Vermont. I know you will...now, you just have to continue believing that you are Miss Vermont. Be your authentic self. Do not try to mimic or copy any past titleholder--because trust me, if you are not true to yourself, this will be a difficult year for you. You need to be comfortable in your own skin. There is criticism that comes with this role, there will be stressful days...but you need to keep your passion for this job and what the Miss America Organization stands for front and center. Because although there will be difficult days, I can honestly say that this year is by far the most rewarding year of my life. I am not the same person that I was this time a year ago. I've blossomed in a positive way, and I thank this role and the people in my life for my growth.
Before I arrived at the Sheraton last year, my mom gave me this quote to keep in my mind:
"Whether you think you can, or think you can't...either way you're right." -Henry Ford.
Believe that you can. Stay positive. Enjoy the experience. And know that win or lose, you are always capable of great things.
I cannot wait to see you all tomorrow! Rest up! And hopefully you're not up all night packing like I will be. Is it really already 2am?
We are going to have a great time! You are all extraordinary!
~Laura
Miss Vermont
The anxious/excited/nervous/determined/curious/prepared etc. feelings that you may be feeling right now are completely normal...and to be honest, I have these same feelings right now too!
I am anxious to know the results. I am anxious to get this fun weekend started--because something that I love about the Miss America Organization is the incredible women who participate in this program. I've made so many friendships by participating in Miss Vermont and then becoming Miss Vermont, and I know I will leave this weekend with more friendships as well. I had the opportunity to meet you all at orientation, and I know we're going to have fun. It's because of all of you that I am excited! It's incredible to watch a dream unfold.
But at the same time, I am nervous. I'm nervous because for the past year I have lived and breathed the title of Miss Vermont. It's something that I've treasured and it's a title that I worked hard to fulfill with grace and gratitude every day. I will truly miss being your Miss Vermont--I feel nervous because I'm not sure what the next chapter of my life will bring, but I suppose that's what makes life exciting.
I am determined to keep fulfilling the goals that I've set this year and to continue living out the role of Miss Vermont. Being Miss Vermont has been an incredible gift, because along with all of the skills I've developed, I've been able to see first-hand the power that one person can have on making a positive difference. I was talking to a friend earlier today about how I will miss being Miss Vermont because of the reactions I get from children. I was telling my friend that when I have a crown on, the smile on a child's face is so precious...and when I talk to that child, I feel like they really listen and they understand the message I am trying to send their way. Because my platform is Youth Empowerment, I feel like I've been able to inspire many of our children to realize their potential for greatness. With the crown and title of Miss Vermont, I feel like I've been able to show children that they are valuable assets for our communities; I hope I've been able to show them that they are so special and so important. Miss Vermont is a role model, and I will miss that responsibility.
My friend responded to this story in a wonderful way--he helped me see this transition I'm about to face in a whole new light. He said: "Laura, kids notice your smile before they see the crown."
I may not be able to wear to crown much longer, but I will always be able to share a smile...and a smile is certainly a powerful thing. I am determined to continue inspiring positive change and making a difference. If I've left any legacy after this year...I hope people will remember me for my positive spirit, my genuine smile, and for being an approachable and warm Miss Vermont. If any of those qualities were recognized by someone, I know I have succeeded.
I am curious to see what this year will bring for the new Miss Vermont and all of the ladies who continue to work with our organization. The first thing I was told after I became Miss Vermont was that "this year is what you make of it"--every Miss Vermont has a unique experience. We will be introducing local titles for our contestants this July...I am curious and excited to see what all of our wonderful participants do within the next year! There is much opportunity for greatness.
I am prepared. Thankfully my Miss America wardrobe still fits (although I sure have gone back to eating my chocolate and cheeseburgers!). I have practiced my talent and spent many hours working on the opening number. I have been working on saying all of my final thank yous. I have been having a wonderful final week. I feel prepared and ready to crown the next Miss Vermont, because I know I've exhausted myself by living out this role to the best of my ability. I gave it my all and loved every minute of it. I have no regrets because I know everything happens for a reason. I am thankful that I've been able to stay in school while being Miss Vermont and I appreciate our organization for understanding the importance of both roles; Miss VT and College Senior. The things I'll miss most as Miss Vermont are things that I can continue to do...I can continue being a role model, I can continue being an advocate for the Children's Miracle Network and for youth empowerment. I can continue working with the Miss Vermont Organization...and I am excited to add a new role to my list; mentor for Miss VT 2010.
This post is already longer than I intended, but I have a little bit of last minute advance. I'll start my mentor role in advance:
Ladies, you have all worked hard and prepared for this moment. When you arrive at the Sheraton tomorrow, just live in the moment. Enjoy getting to know each other. Have fun at the appearances we're doing this weekend. Don't worry about the competition itself...you are ready. You've already thought about it enough. Instead, you have a great opportunity to step in the shoes of Miss Vermont this weekend before one of you is crowned Miss Vermont.
Something that I've learned is that the competition is one weekend. That's it. It is one night. The title of Miss Vermont is for a year. Focus on the job of Miss Vermont. Don't worry about your swimsuit walk, your talent...don't worry about on-stage question--I promise you'll be able to answer your question! Just live in the moment and enjoy--it's too quick of a weekend to not enjoy the experience. Not everyone has the courage or the confidence that you possess--be proud of your accomplishments, be proud of who you are. This weekend, let your inner beauty shine. Show the judges, the contestants, the volunteers, the audience- the person that you are. You are already a leader, a role model. Love yourself. Stay positive. Believe in yourself.
You need to know that this is an individual competition. There is no use worrying about any of the other contestants because you have no control over their performance. You have no control over what the judges are looking for. You only have control of yourself; your attitude, your presence, your gratitude, your positivity, your mindset. Stay focused on why you want this job and why you will make an incredible Miss Vermont. I know you will...now, you just have to continue believing that you are Miss Vermont. Be your authentic self. Do not try to mimic or copy any past titleholder--because trust me, if you are not true to yourself, this will be a difficult year for you. You need to be comfortable in your own skin. There is criticism that comes with this role, there will be stressful days...but you need to keep your passion for this job and what the Miss America Organization stands for front and center. Because although there will be difficult days, I can honestly say that this year is by far the most rewarding year of my life. I am not the same person that I was this time a year ago. I've blossomed in a positive way, and I thank this role and the people in my life for my growth.
Before I arrived at the Sheraton last year, my mom gave me this quote to keep in my mind:
"Whether you think you can, or think you can't...either way you're right." -Henry Ford.
Believe that you can. Stay positive. Enjoy the experience. And know that win or lose, you are always capable of great things.
I cannot wait to see you all tomorrow! Rest up! And hopefully you're not up all night packing like I will be. Is it really already 2am?
We are going to have a great time! You are all extraordinary!
~Laura
Miss Vermont
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
More memories and Memorial Day Weekend!
Hello Friends!
I'm hoping to slip in a couple updates this week...my last week as Miss Vermont. I cannot believe it! Just a few more days... It's funny because throughout this year, any time I felt stressed or needed to get back in the right mindset, I would watch my crowning moment and instantly feel grateful and re-energized. That moment is always a simple reminder of the gratitude I feel towards all the people who helped me become Miss Vermont and all who helped me become the Laura Hall I am today, because of their support during my year as Miss Vermont. It's crazy to think that come Saturday, there will be a new crowning moment.
This past week has been filled with rehearsals, and press interviews, and some great appearances. Since I last blogged, I interviewed with CK Coin from 98.9 WOKO, John from KOOL 105, and today I went in bright and early for an interview with Nolan and Tara from Star 92.9. Our pageant emcee, Nan O'brien is affiliated with Star 92.9 so it was great to talk with Nolan and Tara about that connection. For those of you who know Nan, you may be pleased to know that she too is a Miss America participant...she competed in Oklahoma while she was in college and earned enough scholarship money to pay for the majority of her schooling. It's wonderful to have her support and to have her as an emcee this Saturday!
My grandmother has taken on a special project for me...she has been altering the dress I won Miss Vermont in, (which was too big a year ago and is too big now) so that I can wear it at either the teen or miss pageant. The blue dress I won this title in was a last-minute decision, it nearly fell off (it's strapless) when my crowning moment occurred, but it's nice to come full circle and wear the dress I won Miss VT in, on my last day as Miss VT (it'll have a strap this time!). I am thrilled to crown the new Miss Vermont in my gorgeous Gregory Ellenburg gown! Why am I talking about gowns? Beats me...back to my update.
On Thursday, after I had 2 radio interviews, I drove out to St. Mary's School in Middlebury. Nikki Juvan, Miss VT 1996 is a kindergarten teacher there, and requested that I come visit. It was such a special appearance because it was my last school visit (I think at least) as Miss Vermont. I spoke with kindergarten, 1st grade, 5th grade and 6th grade students. We had a lot of fun and hopefully they all realize that they are leaders and capable of great things!
On Friday, I met Sue Lackey and Legacy Rhoads--my princess at Vermont Children's Hospital. Sue Victory, a director at the hospital gave us a full tour of the hospital. It was wonderful to see how all of the CMN money we raise gets put to good use, and as always it was nice to see some of the children who get taken care of at the hospital. I met a sweet young boy, and I saw one of the most precious babies in the NICU. Most of the children were sleeping during my visit so I left some autograph cards. I will be returning to the hospital this Friday with all of the Miss contestants. I am so thankful for the friendship I made with the 2009 CMN Champion Child, Courtney Billings. She is an incredible leader and advocate for bringing awareness about Cystic Fibrosis. I will be walking with her at the CF walk this September! She is such an inspiration and a wonderful person. I am so proud of her confidence growth this year...she's participating in the Outstanding Teen Program this weekend, what an incredible story! All of the children I've met at the VT Children's Hospital are wonderful, and it makes me so thankful that our organization partners with the Children's Miracle Network.
Saturday was the Essex Memorial Day Parade! Legacy came with me and we had a blast with our wonderful driver, Russ, who drove us in a beautiful red convertible. Check out some photos below!
Legacy, me, Nolan--from Star 92.9, Miss VT Teen USA, Miss VT USA
Legacy's first parade!
With Russ, our fabulous driver!
I'm hoping to slip in a couple updates this week...my last week as Miss Vermont. I cannot believe it! Just a few more days... It's funny because throughout this year, any time I felt stressed or needed to get back in the right mindset, I would watch my crowning moment and instantly feel grateful and re-energized. That moment is always a simple reminder of the gratitude I feel towards all the people who helped me become Miss Vermont and all who helped me become the Laura Hall I am today, because of their support during my year as Miss Vermont. It's crazy to think that come Saturday, there will be a new crowning moment.
This past week has been filled with rehearsals, and press interviews, and some great appearances. Since I last blogged, I interviewed with CK Coin from 98.9 WOKO, John from KOOL 105, and today I went in bright and early for an interview with Nolan and Tara from Star 92.9. Our pageant emcee, Nan O'brien is affiliated with Star 92.9 so it was great to talk with Nolan and Tara about that connection. For those of you who know Nan, you may be pleased to know that she too is a Miss America participant...she competed in Oklahoma while she was in college and earned enough scholarship money to pay for the majority of her schooling. It's wonderful to have her support and to have her as an emcee this Saturday!
My grandmother has taken on a special project for me...she has been altering the dress I won Miss Vermont in, (which was too big a year ago and is too big now) so that I can wear it at either the teen or miss pageant. The blue dress I won this title in was a last-minute decision, it nearly fell off (it's strapless) when my crowning moment occurred, but it's nice to come full circle and wear the dress I won Miss VT in, on my last day as Miss VT (it'll have a strap this time!). I am thrilled to crown the new Miss Vermont in my gorgeous Gregory Ellenburg gown! Why am I talking about gowns? Beats me...back to my update.
On Thursday, after I had 2 radio interviews, I drove out to St. Mary's School in Middlebury. Nikki Juvan, Miss VT 1996 is a kindergarten teacher there, and requested that I come visit. It was such a special appearance because it was my last school visit (I think at least) as Miss Vermont. I spoke with kindergarten, 1st grade, 5th grade and 6th grade students. We had a lot of fun and hopefully they all realize that they are leaders and capable of great things!
On Friday, I met Sue Lackey and Legacy Rhoads--my princess at Vermont Children's Hospital. Sue Victory, a director at the hospital gave us a full tour of the hospital. It was wonderful to see how all of the CMN money we raise gets put to good use, and as always it was nice to see some of the children who get taken care of at the hospital. I met a sweet young boy, and I saw one of the most precious babies in the NICU. Most of the children were sleeping during my visit so I left some autograph cards. I will be returning to the hospital this Friday with all of the Miss contestants. I am so thankful for the friendship I made with the 2009 CMN Champion Child, Courtney Billings. She is an incredible leader and advocate for bringing awareness about Cystic Fibrosis. I will be walking with her at the CF walk this September! She is such an inspiration and a wonderful person. I am so proud of her confidence growth this year...she's participating in the Outstanding Teen Program this weekend, what an incredible story! All of the children I've met at the VT Children's Hospital are wonderful, and it makes me so thankful that our organization partners with the Children's Miracle Network.
Saturday was the Essex Memorial Day Parade! Legacy came with me and we had a blast with our wonderful driver, Russ, who drove us in a beautiful red convertible. Check out some photos below!
Legacy, me, Nolan--from Star 92.9, Miss VT Teen USA, Miss VT USA
Legacy's first parade!
With Russ, our fabulous driver!
Tonight I have rehearsal with our male dancers...and then I will be packing for Miss Vermont weekend, which begins Thursday!! Wow, time flies!
Hope everyone had a wonderful Memorial Day Weekend...I know I enjoyed catching up with family and neighbors.
I will check in again soon!
~Laura
Miss Vermont
Friday, May 21, 2010
Happy May!
Hello Vermont!
I must say that it is so good to be home full-time! Since the last time I wrote, so much has happened...including graduating from Assumption College! And because I am now officially a college graduate, I am now here in Vermont full-time...the first time since summer when I was crowned Miss VT, and I am thrilled to finish off my year strong! My schedule has been jam-packed since I've arrived home, and I wouldn't have it any other way!
The last time I wrote, I told you about the Vermont HAS Talent competition that occurred on April 3rd. Below are a couple of photos from the event:
Cheyenne--our talent winner, will be performing at the 2010 Miss Vermont Pageant! June 5th, 7pm, Barre Opera House---you can purchase your tickets today! It is going to be a show you will not want to miss! Go to http://www.missvermont.org/ for more information!
Special thanks to Dr. Steve Taubman...our emcee, magician, hypnotist and friend!
After the show, my mom and I went to Al's to get our first creemees of the season! Mmmmm ice cream!
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April was an incredibly busy month at school! I finished up my college courses and my duties as a student government executive. The month flew by and before I knew it, it was May 1st and I was at the 2010 Miss New Hampshire Pageant! (What an incredible production!!) It was so nice to catch up with Miss Mass, Amanda Kelly who attended the pageant, and I'm glad I was there to see my dear friend Lindsey pass on her title. What an incredible year she had! I cannot believe that the pageant season has begun! Congrats to the new Miss New Hampshire...Krystal!
The weeks in May have been flying by! On May 15th, I officially became a graduate! This year has been so busy with being Miss Vermont and a college student, but this year has been so rewarding and unforgettable! I am very proud to have graduated with honors!
This week is my first full week home as a graduate, and it has been busy! On Monday, May 17th, I did a 20 minute radio spot on WVMT...I was on the Charlie and Ernie show. It was a great time chatting with these guys and promoting the 2010 pageant. The photo is a little blurry but it was so much fun crowning Charlie!
Today (Friday) I met with the very first Miss Vermont Princess! That's right...the Miss Vermont Scholarship Org. now officially has a princess program for young girls ages 5--10. Legacy is my princess for the remainder of the year! I spent some time today with Legacy and her twin sister Bliss at my director Sue Lackey's home. Both are such sweet, smart, and funny young ladies! I look forward to some upcoming appearances with Legacy including the Essex Memorial Day Parade on May 29th!
This Sunday is the Miss Vermont Contestant Orientation! I cannot wait to meet all of the contestants and officially meet the new Miss Vermont! Although we won't know who she is until June 5th!
On Tuesday, I spent the day in the dance studio working on the choreography for our opening number! It means a lot to be able to choreograph my final opening number routine. On Wednesday I met with the wonderful Kate Whalen who is also choreographing part of the opening number...the big surprise of the routine! (I'll give you a sneak peak...I'm going to be dancing with male dancers! woohoo!) Make sure to come check out the pageant!
This Thursday I went to newly renovated Red Clover Salon in Essex, where my wonderful hair sponsor Mary Motto gave me a quick trim! I haven't had a hair cut since before Miss America! My hair feels fresh and healthy again....thanks Mary!
Later on Thursday I traveled to Middlebury with my grandmother/wonderful traveling companion to film a half-hour segment for the Middlebury show "It's Local" with MCTV. Jerry Germaine asked great questions...it was a lot of fun to reflect on my year and future goals!
Today (Friday) I met with the very first Miss Vermont Princess! That's right...the Miss Vermont Scholarship Org. now officially has a princess program for young girls ages 5--10. Legacy is my princess for the remainder of the year! I spent some time today with Legacy and her twin sister Bliss at my director Sue Lackey's home. Both are such sweet, smart, and funny young ladies! I look forward to some upcoming appearances with Legacy including the Essex Memorial Day Parade on May 29th!
This Sunday is the Miss Vermont Contestant Orientation! I cannot wait to meet all of the contestants and officially meet the new Miss Vermont! Although we won't know who she is until June 5th!
Vermont---as always, it is such an incredible honor to be your representative! If you have an appearance you'd like me to attend please e-mail me at missvermont2009@yahoo.com. I am booking up nearly every day I have left and I'm loving it!
Thanks for this blessing. I'm savoring each and every day I have left as your Miss Vermont!
~Laura
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Spring Cleaning and some Catching up!
Wow—I am in desperate need of a blog entry! So much has happened, time has flown and I cannot believe that I have less than 2 months before I crown Miss Vermont 2010! I also cannot believe that I have less than a month left as a college student! I graduate May 15th. What an incredibly busy year this has been—it’s very bizarre to think that come June 6th I will be starting a fresh chapter in my life. So much change and transitioning is going on right now for me-- It’s a combination of scary and exciting. If my life were a book, there would be a cliff-hanger after every page—there is no certain plan for my life after college/my reign—but I know that I will be doing something great. We’ll have to wait and see what it is!
The past four years I have worked hard to be a good student and a strong student leader. I have worked hard to be the best Laura Hall that I can be, and a great Miss America (well, that was the goal!). These were the major focuses in my life starting at the age of 18. Every day I thought about what I needed to do to work towards these goals—I lived each day with these goals in mind. I guess it just really is bizarre for me to think that very soon I am going to have to start working towards something else. But that’s what makes life exciting. I’m a very ambitious and determined person—I’m looking forward to seeing what I aim to pursue next and what kind of journeys I will take. I will forever be grateful and proud of the skills and experiences I’ve gained through my Miss America experience. I feel empowered and motivated to do big things! But again, I’m in that limbo phase where nothing after June 5th is certain—so in the meantime, I’m just trying to enjoy each day, live in the moment, and make as many memories as possible.
Sorry for that rant! Now back to updates!
Back in March, during my spring break from college, I jam-packed my days with Miss Vermont activities. From attending a production meeting for the Miss VT 2010 Pageant, to meeting with my director, to visiting sponsors to Mettawee Mania and the Change Round Up for the Vermont Children’s Hospital. What a fun, crazy week!
Mettawee Mania is an annual talent show in Pawlet, Vermont, and Miss Vermont is invited to emcee and perform at the event every year. Rod Hawkins, who is the producer of the event, was also one of the judges who gave me the honor of becoming Miss Vermont 2009. It was wonderful to catch up with him and meet his wonderful wife Deb, and their son Luke. The Hawkins Family were so gracious and offered for my mother and I to stay with them for the weekend while in Pawlet. The small town is about 2 hours away from Burlington, so it was nice to have a comfortable place to stay while at these weekend-long appearance. I had the privilege of staying in the Hawkins Family’s very own “Miss Vermont” room---a guest room that is filled with photos of former Miss Vermonts who have helped out with Mettawee Mania. It is so neat to think that my photo will be on a wall in that bedroom. What a neat tradition.
I arrived in Pawlet on Friday, March 12th, at 9am. As soon as I got into town, I spent the next three hours giving school presentations at the Mettawee Community School. I had the opportunity to spread the message of “youth empowerment” and the importance of setting goals to students from Kindergarten to 6th grade. I was so impressed with the students and their willingness to participate and share their ideas with the class. Many of the students I met were also performers in the talent show—Pawlet, has a lot of great talent! Perhaps a future Miss Vermont will be from this town!
After my school visits, I was greeted by Luke Hawkins, who escorted my mom and I back to his home. We unpacked a little, ate lunch, and then by 1pm, I was off to greet and thank the sponsors of Mettawee Mania. Luke was kind to be my chauffeur—we traveled around to visit with 12 different sponsors for the next three hours. One of my favorite stories from this trip was how poor Luke’s truck broke down while we were visiting a sponsor—luckily though, the sponsor was a car repair shop—Bardin’s Tire. Too funny! It worked out fine—Deb Hawkins dropped off another car for us, and then we were back to work! While thanking sponsors, I also had the opportunity to visit a farm that was making maple syrup. Such a neat process to make that sugary goodness.
When I finished greeting the sponsors, we headed back to the Hawkins’ home for some dinner and then off we went to rehearsal for the big show, which was scheduled for the next night. I got to see all of the talent, and had a great time mingling with all of the performers. There was a group of middle school girls who were such a riot! I had a blast with them, and they had me do something that was a first for me as Miss Vermont—they asked me to sign their stomachs! Haha—no worries, I got parental permission before marking their skin with a sharpie. It was too funny. I’m hoping to sign a bald head before I pass on the title. A girl can only hope right? Haha!
By the time rehearsals were finished, I was exhausted and headed right to bed! The next morning my mom and I toured Manchester, Vermont and then we headed back to the house to spend time with the Hawkins Family. The show came and went before I knew it, but it was such a successful night! Over 500 people attended—and I had a great time taking pictures and signing autographs after the show. Miss Vermont 2010 is in for a real treat with this appearance! I will not forget this experience any time soon.
On Sunday, right after getting back from Pawlet, I headed over to the WalMart in Williston, Vermont where I was helping 98.9 WOKO and the Vermont Children’s Hospital promote the Change Round Up—where all the money was going towards Vermont Children’s Hospital, which a Children’s Miracle Network Hospital. The Miss America Organization has a great partnership with CMN, so it was wonderful to be a part of this event. All of the money raise goes directly to our Vermont Hospital. I had so much fun mingling with all of the incredible people who came out to donate money—so many personal stories touched my heart—especially of a young 12 year old who raised over $700 to donate to a hospital which helped save her life as a baby. To see so many young people donating and raising money was very inspiring and made me proud of the youth in our state. I had a great time hanging out with Courtney Billings, who was the 2009 Children’s Miracle Network Champion Child for Vermont. Courtney is such an inspiration young woman and so much fun to talk with and goof around with! I’m trying to convince her to compete for VT Outstanding Teen—she has it all! Such a sweet and giving gal. I also had the opportunity to talk on the radio about the Miss Vermont Scholarship Program and the event taking place over the weekend. It was a long day, but very fun and rewarding.
On Monday morning, I headed over to Fletcher Allen Hospital where we wrapped up the Change Round Up! I spoke on the radio again several times, while taking photos with the generous people who donated money to the cause. Over the weekend, over $120,000 was raised for the Vermont Children’s Hospital! Incredible! Right after the event, I headed right back to school for my 2:30pm class—what a busy spring break—I wouldn’t have had it any other way.
On April 3rd, the Miss Vermont Scholarship Organization held “Vermont Has Talent”—a fundraiser to increase our scholarship fund for the 2010 pageant. What a success! I was asked to be one of the judges—and I was surprised at how difficult it is to be a judge—especially when all of the talent was fabulous! There was a very cute 8-year-old boy who played the ukulele at the fastest speed I’ve ever seen, a variety of talented singers, and singer/song-writers, two dancers, a comedian, and then the winner was 13 year old Cheyenne Prescott of Chester, Vermont who sang “When You Believe”—I am thrilled to have her perform at the 2010 pageant. She was wonderful!
Dr. Steve Taubman, who was a fabulous mock interview judge for me this fall, was the emcee of the show! He is a magician and hypnotist—after the talent portion, while the judges were deliberating, he performed a hypnotist act where he successfully hypnotized about 12 audience members on stage. I caught the end of his act and I couldn’t stop laughing! He did a great job—so much fun! I’m looking forward to next year’s event!
My first excavator ride in Pawlet, VT!
At Rehearsal for Metawee Mania---her parents gave me permission!
After Mettawee Mania!
With Courtney, CMN Champion Child 2009
I will upload more photos soon! Before I sign off , I must give a shout-out to my sweet cousin Harry. He has been such a big fan and supporter this year, and I love that he reads this blog! He recently had his 11th birthday—Happy Birthday Harry! Thank you all for your love and support this year---(I know it’s not over yet, but I have so much gratitude towards all of the people who have been there for me this year!) Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
The past four years I have worked hard to be a good student and a strong student leader. I have worked hard to be the best Laura Hall that I can be, and a great Miss America (well, that was the goal!). These were the major focuses in my life starting at the age of 18. Every day I thought about what I needed to do to work towards these goals—I lived each day with these goals in mind. I guess it just really is bizarre for me to think that very soon I am going to have to start working towards something else. But that’s what makes life exciting. I’m a very ambitious and determined person—I’m looking forward to seeing what I aim to pursue next and what kind of journeys I will take. I will forever be grateful and proud of the skills and experiences I’ve gained through my Miss America experience. I feel empowered and motivated to do big things! But again, I’m in that limbo phase where nothing after June 5th is certain—so in the meantime, I’m just trying to enjoy each day, live in the moment, and make as many memories as possible.
Sorry for that rant! Now back to updates!
Back in March, during my spring break from college, I jam-packed my days with Miss Vermont activities. From attending a production meeting for the Miss VT 2010 Pageant, to meeting with my director, to visiting sponsors to Mettawee Mania and the Change Round Up for the Vermont Children’s Hospital. What a fun, crazy week!
Mettawee Mania is an annual talent show in Pawlet, Vermont, and Miss Vermont is invited to emcee and perform at the event every year. Rod Hawkins, who is the producer of the event, was also one of the judges who gave me the honor of becoming Miss Vermont 2009. It was wonderful to catch up with him and meet his wonderful wife Deb, and their son Luke. The Hawkins Family were so gracious and offered for my mother and I to stay with them for the weekend while in Pawlet. The small town is about 2 hours away from Burlington, so it was nice to have a comfortable place to stay while at these weekend-long appearance. I had the privilege of staying in the Hawkins Family’s very own “Miss Vermont” room---a guest room that is filled with photos of former Miss Vermonts who have helped out with Mettawee Mania. It is so neat to think that my photo will be on a wall in that bedroom. What a neat tradition.
I arrived in Pawlet on Friday, March 12th, at 9am. As soon as I got into town, I spent the next three hours giving school presentations at the Mettawee Community School. I had the opportunity to spread the message of “youth empowerment” and the importance of setting goals to students from Kindergarten to 6th grade. I was so impressed with the students and their willingness to participate and share their ideas with the class. Many of the students I met were also performers in the talent show—Pawlet, has a lot of great talent! Perhaps a future Miss Vermont will be from this town!
After my school visits, I was greeted by Luke Hawkins, who escorted my mom and I back to his home. We unpacked a little, ate lunch, and then by 1pm, I was off to greet and thank the sponsors of Mettawee Mania. Luke was kind to be my chauffeur—we traveled around to visit with 12 different sponsors for the next three hours. One of my favorite stories from this trip was how poor Luke’s truck broke down while we were visiting a sponsor—luckily though, the sponsor was a car repair shop—Bardin’s Tire. Too funny! It worked out fine—Deb Hawkins dropped off another car for us, and then we were back to work! While thanking sponsors, I also had the opportunity to visit a farm that was making maple syrup. Such a neat process to make that sugary goodness.
When I finished greeting the sponsors, we headed back to the Hawkins’ home for some dinner and then off we went to rehearsal for the big show, which was scheduled for the next night. I got to see all of the talent, and had a great time mingling with all of the performers. There was a group of middle school girls who were such a riot! I had a blast with them, and they had me do something that was a first for me as Miss Vermont—they asked me to sign their stomachs! Haha—no worries, I got parental permission before marking their skin with a sharpie. It was too funny. I’m hoping to sign a bald head before I pass on the title. A girl can only hope right? Haha!
By the time rehearsals were finished, I was exhausted and headed right to bed! The next morning my mom and I toured Manchester, Vermont and then we headed back to the house to spend time with the Hawkins Family. The show came and went before I knew it, but it was such a successful night! Over 500 people attended—and I had a great time taking pictures and signing autographs after the show. Miss Vermont 2010 is in for a real treat with this appearance! I will not forget this experience any time soon.
On Sunday, right after getting back from Pawlet, I headed over to the WalMart in Williston, Vermont where I was helping 98.9 WOKO and the Vermont Children’s Hospital promote the Change Round Up—where all the money was going towards Vermont Children’s Hospital, which a Children’s Miracle Network Hospital. The Miss America Organization has a great partnership with CMN, so it was wonderful to be a part of this event. All of the money raise goes directly to our Vermont Hospital. I had so much fun mingling with all of the incredible people who came out to donate money—so many personal stories touched my heart—especially of a young 12 year old who raised over $700 to donate to a hospital which helped save her life as a baby. To see so many young people donating and raising money was very inspiring and made me proud of the youth in our state. I had a great time hanging out with Courtney Billings, who was the 2009 Children’s Miracle Network Champion Child for Vermont. Courtney is such an inspiration young woman and so much fun to talk with and goof around with! I’m trying to convince her to compete for VT Outstanding Teen—she has it all! Such a sweet and giving gal. I also had the opportunity to talk on the radio about the Miss Vermont Scholarship Program and the event taking place over the weekend. It was a long day, but very fun and rewarding.
On Monday morning, I headed over to Fletcher Allen Hospital where we wrapped up the Change Round Up! I spoke on the radio again several times, while taking photos with the generous people who donated money to the cause. Over the weekend, over $120,000 was raised for the Vermont Children’s Hospital! Incredible! Right after the event, I headed right back to school for my 2:30pm class—what a busy spring break—I wouldn’t have had it any other way.
On April 3rd, the Miss Vermont Scholarship Organization held “Vermont Has Talent”—a fundraiser to increase our scholarship fund for the 2010 pageant. What a success! I was asked to be one of the judges—and I was surprised at how difficult it is to be a judge—especially when all of the talent was fabulous! There was a very cute 8-year-old boy who played the ukulele at the fastest speed I’ve ever seen, a variety of talented singers, and singer/song-writers, two dancers, a comedian, and then the winner was 13 year old Cheyenne Prescott of Chester, Vermont who sang “When You Believe”—I am thrilled to have her perform at the 2010 pageant. She was wonderful!
Dr. Steve Taubman, who was a fabulous mock interview judge for me this fall, was the emcee of the show! He is a magician and hypnotist—after the talent portion, while the judges were deliberating, he performed a hypnotist act where he successfully hypnotized about 12 audience members on stage. I caught the end of his act and I couldn’t stop laughing! He did a great job—so much fun! I’m looking forward to next year’s event!
My first excavator ride in Pawlet, VT!
At Rehearsal for Metawee Mania---her parents gave me permission!
After Mettawee Mania!
With Courtney, CMN Champion Child 2009
I will upload more photos soon! Before I sign off , I must give a shout-out to my sweet cousin Harry. He has been such a big fan and supporter this year, and I love that he reads this blog! He recently had his 11th birthday—Happy Birthday Harry! Thank you all for your love and support this year---(I know it’s not over yet, but I have so much gratitude towards all of the people who have been there for me this year!) Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your Miss Vermont,
~Laura
Friday, February 26, 2010
Teaser: just a few photos my mom uploaded from Vegas...more to come!
With Nonni and Grandpa!
Team Vermont! Sue Lackey--Miss VT Executive Director, and Sarah VTOT
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I've got a feeling...
Hello Friends,
Where has the time gone?! It feels like just yesterday I was dancing on stage with 52 amazing women in our Joseph Ribkoff dresses and DSW shoes (Thank you sponsors!) to “I’ve Got a Feeling.” Knowing that one month has already passed since the time I first arrived in Las Vegas is really hard to believe. All I can say is what an incredible experience! Really. I feel so blessed, so honored, so proud to have been able to participate in Miss America 2010. Wow.
Ok, maybe I can say a little bit more. I just need to figure out where to begin. There is so much to share and so many people to thank. This experience is something I will carry with me for the rest of my life, and the best part is—my experience is not over! I am still Miss Vermont 2009, and I intend to live up my last few months with this title as much as possible! For all of the incredible opportunities and personal growth I’ve experienced, I owe it to the Miss America Organization to do as much good with this title as I can.
(With that being said, please e-mail me if you have an event you would like Miss Vermont to participate in; missvermont09@yahoo.com. I already have a busy month of March ahead, and I’m excited to add more! )
The weeks leading up to Miss America were incredibly busy. I need to thank my mom and step-dad Mike for driving 17 hours down to South Carolina to pick up my incredible wardrobe sponsored by Gregory Ellenburg. We starting driving down around 4 am on December 29th, (only a few hours after my 22nd birthday ended) and we started driving back home from SC at 8pm on December 31st. We celebrated the New Year in our rental car, and I believe we were in North Carolina at the time. Mike stopped at a convenience store to pick up some festive New Year’s hats and we rang in the New Year in a way I will never forget. My step-dad drove through the entire night, as my mom and I struggled to stay awake to keep him company. Thank you Mom and Mike for spending the New Year with me and traveling all of those miles!
My Send-Off Party was on January 9th at the Middle School I attended back in the early 2000s. The party was so much fun, and cannot believe how many people traveled to come to my send-off. Between family members, pageant friends, and my college friends, I felt overwhelmed with the love and support. I will never forget the way I felt at my send-off. Thank you to all of you who made it so special!
When January 20th rolled around (I remember waiting for this day to get here!) my grandmother and I flew in to Las Vegas a day early to get settled before my whirlwind of an adventure began.
On January 21st, the fun officially began. 8:30 am I attended registration, tried on my wardrobe and started filming segments for Miss America Behind the Crown. We had cameras following us all week, and I really enjoyed being a part of the behind-the-scenes work of a television show. All of crew members were really nice, fun, and talented. However, I have yet to see the full 1-hour special and Miss America Live show! (I’ve been so busy since coming back from Vegas! I’m hoping to watch them soon.) My roommate was Kristina Smaby Miss Wisconsin—I had so much fun rooming with her! She’s a sweetheart and a great friend. I’m looking forward to visiting her state someday.
All of the contestants were amazing, and it was great to get to know so many of them. I especially got to know our current Miss America, since our states both begin with “V”—we were in alphabetical order a lot throughout the week.
I have so much I want to share with you all, and many photos to upload here soon! I am embarrassed by how long it has taken me to update you all on my experience. At 7am on Sunday January 31st, I flew right back to Assumption College where I jumped back into being a student and a student leader. I resumed my role as Senate Speaker at our 8:20pm meeting that night—the night right after Miss America! These past few weeks I’ve been doing my best to catch up on sleep and catch up on the two weeks of school work I missed from being in Vegas. I still am not 100% caught up (which is why I need to cut this blog short tonight), but I am so thankful for my understanding professors and my incredibly supportive college! I returned to campus with photos of my Miss Vermont experience on a bulletin board, and I learned that Assumption College threw a Miss America Party (big screen viewing) in my honor. How incredible! And each day, I run into someone who congratulates me on my experience—I cannot thank all of the people in my life enough!
Before I wrap up the first of what appears to be several blogs that will reflect on my Miss America experience, I will say that I am so proud of my state, and I hope you know that I put my all into representing Vermont at Miss America. I enjoyed every moment in Las Vegas, and I still have to remind myself that I really accomplished a goal I set four years ago when I was 18. Although I would have loved to have been your Miss America, or even your first top 15 finalist, I left Miss America with no regrets, and I feel content with the way things worked out. I truly believed that I achieved the honor of being Miss Vermont and going to Miss America because of my belief in the power-of-positive-thinking, and I am happy with the way I presented myself and the results because I stayed true to my belief in positive thinking. I know I did not walk away with the crown, but during the entire experience, I felt like Miss America. I believed that I was going to be Miss America 2010, not once did I doubt my abilities, and all of the support I received help strengthen my belief in my goal and my belief in myself. Friends, there is no greater feeling than feeling like you are capable of something that means the world to you. I believed I was Miss America. My friends and family helped me feel like Miss America. And during my time in Vegas, I was overwhelmed with how many people from other states came up to talk to me and support me—even though they didn’t have to. Thank you all so much for believing in me and helping me to believe in myself! I’m trying not to repeat myself, but when I was not called into the top 15, I didn’t feel the immediate disappointment that some of my fellow sisters may have experienced. Sure, I wanted so badly to be called into the top, and I felt like my name was on the tip of Mario’s tongue each time he announced a new finalist, but when the Top 15 was complete, I still felt proud. I felt so proud with my hard work, and I was excited to watch my friends continue to work towards their dream. I believe that every contestant I was with would have been a great Miss America, and I can only hope that they all felt that in themselves the way that I felt it in myself—because no feeling in my life compares to this new found belief. I am ready to continue making positive changes and I’m excited that I still have time to make some impacts as Miss Vermont!
If any of my fellow Miss America sisters happen to stumble across my blog (although, I know how busy we all are, so it’s most likely unlikely), I want to share a message I received that means a lot to me from a friend:
“I just wanted to write and say thanks for being an inspiration! It was amazing to see someone I not only have met but like know out there on the national stage! (And, a quality individual who truly deserved to be there!) You reached for your dream, girl, and you got there! Seeing you on that national stage (and in the clips of the preshow) really made the world feel a little bit smaller, less intimidating and more attainable. People really can dream and achieve those dreams! So, I just wanted to say, Thanks for being you and always believing in your dreams!”
First I need to thank Jen Gonet, a former Assumption SGA friend for allowing me to read this and smile every day. I want to share this with my Miss America sisters because this not only applies to me, but to all of us. I hope we all recognize that we have made a difference in our communities, our states and even on a national level—and I want my Miss America sisters to know that you have all made an impact on my life and are all truly inspirations to me. I love you all—can’t wait to reunite in Vegas! Enjoy the rest of your reigns and stand in the light!
I cannot wait to be back in Vermont this upcoming weekend for Contestant Development Day! I will be spending the day with the lovely ladies looking into becoming Miss Vermont 2010. I am looking forward to being a mentor for these young women who have the opportunity to have what I consider to be a dream job.
I have so much more to update, and I hope to do that soon!
Thanks for all of your support!
~Laura
Where has the time gone?! It feels like just yesterday I was dancing on stage with 52 amazing women in our Joseph Ribkoff dresses and DSW shoes (Thank you sponsors!) to “I’ve Got a Feeling.” Knowing that one month has already passed since the time I first arrived in Las Vegas is really hard to believe. All I can say is what an incredible experience! Really. I feel so blessed, so honored, so proud to have been able to participate in Miss America 2010. Wow.
Ok, maybe I can say a little bit more. I just need to figure out where to begin. There is so much to share and so many people to thank. This experience is something I will carry with me for the rest of my life, and the best part is—my experience is not over! I am still Miss Vermont 2009, and I intend to live up my last few months with this title as much as possible! For all of the incredible opportunities and personal growth I’ve experienced, I owe it to the Miss America Organization to do as much good with this title as I can.
(With that being said, please e-mail me if you have an event you would like Miss Vermont to participate in; missvermont09@yahoo.com. I already have a busy month of March ahead, and I’m excited to add more! )
The weeks leading up to Miss America were incredibly busy. I need to thank my mom and step-dad Mike for driving 17 hours down to South Carolina to pick up my incredible wardrobe sponsored by Gregory Ellenburg. We starting driving down around 4 am on December 29th, (only a few hours after my 22nd birthday ended) and we started driving back home from SC at 8pm on December 31st. We celebrated the New Year in our rental car, and I believe we were in North Carolina at the time. Mike stopped at a convenience store to pick up some festive New Year’s hats and we rang in the New Year in a way I will never forget. My step-dad drove through the entire night, as my mom and I struggled to stay awake to keep him company. Thank you Mom and Mike for spending the New Year with me and traveling all of those miles!
My Send-Off Party was on January 9th at the Middle School I attended back in the early 2000s. The party was so much fun, and cannot believe how many people traveled to come to my send-off. Between family members, pageant friends, and my college friends, I felt overwhelmed with the love and support. I will never forget the way I felt at my send-off. Thank you to all of you who made it so special!
When January 20th rolled around (I remember waiting for this day to get here!) my grandmother and I flew in to Las Vegas a day early to get settled before my whirlwind of an adventure began.
On January 21st, the fun officially began. 8:30 am I attended registration, tried on my wardrobe and started filming segments for Miss America Behind the Crown. We had cameras following us all week, and I really enjoyed being a part of the behind-the-scenes work of a television show. All of crew members were really nice, fun, and talented. However, I have yet to see the full 1-hour special and Miss America Live show! (I’ve been so busy since coming back from Vegas! I’m hoping to watch them soon.) My roommate was Kristina Smaby Miss Wisconsin—I had so much fun rooming with her! She’s a sweetheart and a great friend. I’m looking forward to visiting her state someday.
All of the contestants were amazing, and it was great to get to know so many of them. I especially got to know our current Miss America, since our states both begin with “V”—we were in alphabetical order a lot throughout the week.
I have so much I want to share with you all, and many photos to upload here soon! I am embarrassed by how long it has taken me to update you all on my experience. At 7am on Sunday January 31st, I flew right back to Assumption College where I jumped back into being a student and a student leader. I resumed my role as Senate Speaker at our 8:20pm meeting that night—the night right after Miss America! These past few weeks I’ve been doing my best to catch up on sleep and catch up on the two weeks of school work I missed from being in Vegas. I still am not 100% caught up (which is why I need to cut this blog short tonight), but I am so thankful for my understanding professors and my incredibly supportive college! I returned to campus with photos of my Miss Vermont experience on a bulletin board, and I learned that Assumption College threw a Miss America Party (big screen viewing) in my honor. How incredible! And each day, I run into someone who congratulates me on my experience—I cannot thank all of the people in my life enough!
Before I wrap up the first of what appears to be several blogs that will reflect on my Miss America experience, I will say that I am so proud of my state, and I hope you know that I put my all into representing Vermont at Miss America. I enjoyed every moment in Las Vegas, and I still have to remind myself that I really accomplished a goal I set four years ago when I was 18. Although I would have loved to have been your Miss America, or even your first top 15 finalist, I left Miss America with no regrets, and I feel content with the way things worked out. I truly believed that I achieved the honor of being Miss Vermont and going to Miss America because of my belief in the power-of-positive-thinking, and I am happy with the way I presented myself and the results because I stayed true to my belief in positive thinking. I know I did not walk away with the crown, but during the entire experience, I felt like Miss America. I believed that I was going to be Miss America 2010, not once did I doubt my abilities, and all of the support I received help strengthen my belief in my goal and my belief in myself. Friends, there is no greater feeling than feeling like you are capable of something that means the world to you. I believed I was Miss America. My friends and family helped me feel like Miss America. And during my time in Vegas, I was overwhelmed with how many people from other states came up to talk to me and support me—even though they didn’t have to. Thank you all so much for believing in me and helping me to believe in myself! I’m trying not to repeat myself, but when I was not called into the top 15, I didn’t feel the immediate disappointment that some of my fellow sisters may have experienced. Sure, I wanted so badly to be called into the top, and I felt like my name was on the tip of Mario’s tongue each time he announced a new finalist, but when the Top 15 was complete, I still felt proud. I felt so proud with my hard work, and I was excited to watch my friends continue to work towards their dream. I believe that every contestant I was with would have been a great Miss America, and I can only hope that they all felt that in themselves the way that I felt it in myself—because no feeling in my life compares to this new found belief. I am ready to continue making positive changes and I’m excited that I still have time to make some impacts as Miss Vermont!
If any of my fellow Miss America sisters happen to stumble across my blog (although, I know how busy we all are, so it’s most likely unlikely), I want to share a message I received that means a lot to me from a friend:
“I just wanted to write and say thanks for being an inspiration! It was amazing to see someone I not only have met but like know out there on the national stage! (And, a quality individual who truly deserved to be there!) You reached for your dream, girl, and you got there! Seeing you on that national stage (and in the clips of the preshow) really made the world feel a little bit smaller, less intimidating and more attainable. People really can dream and achieve those dreams! So, I just wanted to say, Thanks for being you and always believing in your dreams!”
First I need to thank Jen Gonet, a former Assumption SGA friend for allowing me to read this and smile every day. I want to share this with my Miss America sisters because this not only applies to me, but to all of us. I hope we all recognize that we have made a difference in our communities, our states and even on a national level—and I want my Miss America sisters to know that you have all made an impact on my life and are all truly inspirations to me. I love you all—can’t wait to reunite in Vegas! Enjoy the rest of your reigns and stand in the light!
I cannot wait to be back in Vermont this upcoming weekend for Contestant Development Day! I will be spending the day with the lovely ladies looking into becoming Miss Vermont 2010. I am looking forward to being a mentor for these young women who have the opportunity to have what I consider to be a dream job.
I have so much more to update, and I hope to do that soon!
Thanks for all of your support!
~Laura
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